i feel like maybe i'm meant to be in a position of solitude. i used to take human interaction for granted. it was difficult transitioning from high school, where i saw the same 2,300 people every day, to college, where people were constantly around, to this. this solitary life at home. now i'm realizing more than ever that the quality of time you spend around people is much more important than the quantity. i would much rather have a meaningful, one-on-one conversation with a friend than make small talk with many people. sometimes being home with noah and having no car and few friends in the area is difficult; sometimes it makes me feel out of touch with the rest of the world.
justin says that maybe this is a time when i need to be focusing on God, and maybe He is giving me all this solitary time for a reason. maybe it's a cleansing thing...like i'm getting rid of all the negative energy of negative people, and the people i should be spending time with will be there for me when i need them. i need to spend more time with God, and i know that very well. instead of turning to the TV or computer during my "down time" to relax and unwind, i need to turn to the Word.
how quickly i forget i'm Yours.
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